Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Stability results were very high which suggests you are extremely relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
rarely irritated, positive, tough, non phobic, fearless, likes the unknown, self reliant, high self control, confident, trusting, strong instincts, prudent, optimistic, willful, likes parties, prefers a specialized career, takes charge, altruistic, strong, high self concept, adventurous, practical, thoughtful
I thought of this as picture worthy..
It's beautiful miami morning..Just the way to start the day in which I will encounter two especially difficult test, and what makes them especially difficult is my lack of preparation.
Instead, I'm writing here..
The biggest update is that i'm single again, it's a big update because you probably never knew I was even dating-That's how short lived it was. It lasted about a week and was incredibly unsuccessful, but I'd be damned if I had not taken a thing or two away from it. Most important one being, smokers and I--simply do not work.
It's something about entering a relationship knowing that it would be dead-end that made this relationship at such an disadvantage.. This was new to me. To paint a picture, I considered my last boyfriend as someone whom I could marry, have kids with, and eventually lead a happy life--if it was him alone i'd have to deal with for the rest of my life. A potential progressive future, officially on the checklist for the upcoming list of features I want in a relationship. Anyway, this one didn't work out, it was interesting while it lasted, but it seems as if we just didn't fit. So single again, dating again, time to see what's next.
After my Microeconomics and Financial Accounting exam that is..
School is what it is, I think it's the most difficult thing in the world, till I get into the next level. It only gets worse and worse. However, i'm still here. Unsure really what my other options are, just trying to keep pace with the other Vanessa's out there. Much easier to keep my head up and keep going if there wasn't this organic chemistry book catching my attention. That's a huge problem, i'm easily distracted.
I'm very happy about the way things have turned out. Life is treating me well, i've found a couple new obsessions to thrill me for the moment, one of them being cuban bread with butter, toasted. YUMMY! I'm very shy about trying new things, but I was placed in a position where it would have been rude, or odd if I didn't try the prepared bread. Little did he know he created a monster. I kept my cool as I left the house, and only ate what I was served, but as soon as I got out I went to go buy myself a couple loafs of bread. I usually never ate breakfast, however now if I leave to school without a piece of toasted, buttery bread, it becomes difficult for me to even think! I'm spoiled rotten, I ran out of bread last night, and I asked my boyfriend to comeover in the morning to bring me some. And he did, <3 :)
To write a whole paragraph about bread.. I'll consider it something good. Of the many things that have accumalated over the years to bitch about, to cry about, i managed to pull off a wonderful bit about how good bread can be(DAMN good).
I stayed up last night composing a paper about myself, in Portuguese. I need three more lines before I have a final product, but it goes something like this:
Oi! Meu nome é Vanessa Portilla. Eu mora em Miami, Florida. Eu fallo inglês, espanhol, e logo, português! Eu sou estudante na Universidade de Miami. Meu curso mais preferido é biologia, e a minha classe mais difícil é a química. Eu vou tudos os dias para estudiar em na biblioteca porque eu tenho cinco classes. Eu chego a minha primeira aula em onze da manhã em na segunda-feira, quarta-feira, e sexta-feira para o curso português. Meu aniversário é o primero dia do Virgo, no dia vinte e três de Agosto. Meu aniversário é sempre um dia interessante no Verão. Eu gosto de viajar em cruizeiro em Verão, é bom tempo. Eu tenho vinte anos desde em mês passado.
Sou jovem, alegre, simpantica, e magra. Tenho cabelo comprido, castanho e crespo, olhos grande e castanho. Eu trabalho em o escritorio com minha mãe os sábados. Eu chego em no escritorio muito cedo, as sete e trinta da manhã. Normalemente em esse tempo eu estou muito cansada. Eu gosto de jogo de boliche, é meu preferido deporte. Tambem eu gosto de de ir a praia, ir as compras, e ir o cinema. Minha preferido filmes é de musicales, porque os filmes são muito alergres normalmente. Eu tenho uma irmá. Ela é muito simpatica, alegre, e trabalhadora. Ela é baixa e tem cabelo loiro liso e curto, olhos grande e castanho. Eu trabalho com minha irmá e minha mãe em nossa escritorio. Minha mãe é muito alegre, otimista, e carismática. Quando eu vou o trabalho é normalmente muito divertido!
To those who understand it, and want to correct me, feel free to do so.
I thought it would be best to stay up now and study for chemistry, but I can't do it. I'm going to sleeep. I'll try a nocturnal study habit :P
DAMN ORGANIC CHEMISTRY.
Wish me happy dreams. xx
Anyone who speaks portuguese is welcome to add me to their MSN!
Qualquer um que fale portugues é bem vindo a adicionar-me no seu MSN!
Meu MSN é firstname.lastname@example.org
i'm studing the language now, and my grade depends on how well I speak and undertsand it. So i'm going to need some practice!
tchau, até logo!
All is well, i'm so happy at where I am right now.
Figures school hasn't started yet. Thats where the majority of my freaking out comes from.
oh god and i'm taking organic, which i hear is killer.*sigh* i'm already bringing myself down, lol.
I'll try my best to stay positive, and be responsible. I can do it ;o!
I'm getting my phone back tomorrow, but kind of want to give it back. It's been so nice, no more random, mean, hateful, mistaken or dramatic text messages or phone calls. Then again, atleast I can stop borrowing phones, heh.
There's so many things that I have yet to understand, many of which I realize I never will, and i'm so ignorant about it.
I think back about my ideals, my state of mind a few years ago, and I used to honestly believe I was right, in that moment. Things changed me, what I thought, a part of who I am, and I only wonder, what else is in store for me? What,or who else will revolutionize the way I think, how I feel.
I forgive those that have harmed me, and thank them for letting me live. It took a lot of time for me to understand why some people do the things they do, act the way they act, but in the end, it's irrelevant, understanding isn't what I needed I needed something else to heal. There's still some scars, things I will never forget, but I wouldn't need to. They define who I am, and without them, i'd be just like everyone else.
Sometimes I forget that's a good thing.
Maybe, this is it, and if so~ woohoo. 20 years young, and still excited about life.
its a sunday afternoon with liq and bbq.
I'm determined to be the best kind of person I can be, somewhat of a task it seems. In debt.
except I don't qualify for bankrupcy. or maybe I do? but that's not the way out I want. I want success. Some believe that if you put you're all at anything, you can achieve it.. then again, some also say they've been abducted by aliens. I want to believe some, but that may just be placing a losing bet to rigged game. I suppose that's part of it, risk. Characteristics of a sucessful entreprenuer, not afraid to take the risk. I'll build my empire upon risk, seeminly chance, and see if i can win.
I'm all in, every limb.
a bit exhausted, degraded, raggedy, the dream has renewed itself, with a soul of hope it awakes.
Time will silently speak of my glory or defeat
My dad's making excellent bbq ribs, i've been hitting up the captain morgan a bit, and enjoying some jello shots. Alone! Self inflicted, i know, but ..
..some spice is always nice
all is good in the neighborhood. I'm enjoying my new house, despite the downgrade. I sometimes forget to give myself a reality check, but *check*. I'm good.
I love music ;/ Itunes on shuffle controls me. Summer's almost up, birthday comming up, and i'm living with my beautiful, soon to be nutless, cat, tiki ^_^
My phone died, so i'm feeling a bit lonely, says R kelly. I'll miss the pictures I had in my text messaging, but its a new era.
just going down the yellow brick road..