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Gettin' the shaft.
gine + me

All is well, i'm so happy at where I am right now.

Figures school hasn't started yet. Thats where the majority of my freaking out comes from.

oh god and i'm taking organic, which i hear is killer.*sigh* i'm already bringing myself down, lol.
I'll try my best to stay positive, and be responsible. I can do it ;o!

I'm getting my phone back tomorrow, but kind of want to give it back. It's been so nice, no more random, mean, hateful, mistaken or dramatic text messages or phone calls. Then again, atleast I can stop borrowing phones, heh.

There's so many things that I have yet to understand, many of which I realize I never will, and i'm so ignorant about it.
I think back about my ideals, my state of mind a few years ago, and I used to honestly believe I was right, in that moment. Things changed me, what I thought, a part of who I am, and I only wonder, what else is in store for me? What,or who else will revolutionize the way I think, how I feel. 
I forgive those that have harmed me, and thank them for letting me live. It took a lot of time for me to understand why some people do the things they do, act the way they act, but in the end, it's irrelevant, understanding isn't what I needed I needed something else to heal. There's still some scars, things I will never forget, but I wouldn't need to. They define who I am, and without them, i'd be just like everyone else.
Sometimes I forget that's a good thing.

Maybe, this is it, and if so~ woohoo. 20 years young, and still excited about life.


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